“ teenager does not know anxious flavor, fall in love with a building, fall in love with a building, say worry by force to endow with new term;
“少年不识愁滋味,爱上层楼,爱上层楼,为赋新词强说愁;
Know anxious flavor now, be about to say to still rest, be about to say to still rest, however the weather is cool good autumn ”—— preface
而今识尽愁滋味,欲说还休,欲说还休,却道天凉好个秋”——题记
Go all the way, look at associate with crowd, savorring 100 flavour life. Nowadays this society, can stand fast dream, do not forget how many the person of the heart has again first? Always looking forward to oneself what to can turn into appearance later in one's childhood, can become what kind of person. But, came true nowadays? Perhaps have momently your heart is touched, you can discover you lost yourself.
一路走来,看着过往人群,品着百味人生。在如今这个社会,能坚守梦想,不忘初心的人又有多少呢?小时候总是憧憬着自己以后会变成什么样子,会成为什么样的人。可是,如今实现了吗?也许有一刻你的心被触动,你会发现你迷失了自己。
As the student, repeating study everyday, but arrive when curtain of night, does the heart always have a voice asking who I am? Who am I after all? At this moment the time that I can remember a hour. I in those days am bold, not controlled controlled child. People always says I resemble a little boy, say I give birth to a fault sexual distinction. I tried the thing that all parents do not allow to do, what don't I in those days know to make toe the line, it is blindly yearning freedom only, probably, I in those days just am me true.
作为学生,每天重复着学习,但当夜幕降临,内心总有一个声音在问我是谁?我到底是谁?这时我就会想起小时的日子。那时的我是一个大胆,不受约束的小孩儿。别人总说我像一个小男孩儿,说我生错了性别。所有家长不让做的事我都试了个遍,那时的我不懂得什么叫循规蹈矩,只是一味地向往着自由,或许,那时的我才是真正的我。
But slowly I am grown, I discover I changed, become did not know even oneself. I become composed. Not quite bold. All things want to be done cautiously. Be being restrained, bearing passively, all words also are frowzily in the heart. Be like years to erode all multicolored colour, leave drab setting only. Be brought up gradually, study result became a center, almost all everything around move it. I did not have a hobby gradually. Look at others every time wanton over brandish asperses youth, the youth that is oneself does the business that he has deep love for, and when I learn only, I just discover, I just wake up to reality abruptly, I had been me no longer, at this moment I just discover, I am restrained by custom place, no longer free, there also was the feeling of yearning freedom in the heart. When the mirth with wanton others, I am in however because of achievement dark self-wounding heart. I can sneer at because of others oneself defect and sad, can regret because of oneself dissatisfactory achievement. Perhaps can feel this is the only way that grow, but I know I lost myself. Such person is not before me. This is not me.
可是慢慢的我长大了,我发现我变了,变得连自己都不认识了。我变得沉稳。不太大胆。所有的事情都要小心翼翼的做。被约束着,被动的承受着,所有的话也都闷在心里。好像岁月冲刷掉所有的斑斓色彩,唯留下单调的背景。逐渐长大,学习成绩成为了中心,几乎所有的一切都围绕着它。我逐渐没有了爱好。每当看着别人在那里肆意挥洒青春,为自己的青春做自己热爱的事情,而我只有学习时,我才发现,我才猛然醒悟,我已经不再是我了,这时我才发现,我被规矩所约束,不再自由,内心里也没有了向往自由的感觉。当别人肆意的欢笑时,我却在因成绩而暗自伤心。我会因别人嘲讽自己的缺点而伤心,会因自己不满意的成绩而后悔。也许会觉得这是成长的必由之路,但是我知道我迷失了自己。我以前并不是这样的人。这不是我。
I am confused, is I do not understand all these after all why? But I am clear in this society, with changeless should 10 thousand changing is the most primary reason, then I begin to search myself. I no longer foot of Wei hand Wei, no longer formalist, capture oneself to want hard however. Do oneself happily to think the thing that do everyday, serious study. Had passed each days hard, had done each thing, greatly square, do oneself happily.
我迷茫了,我不明白这一切到底是为什么?但是我明白在这个社会中,以不变应万变是最根本的道理,于是我开始寻找我自己。我不再畏手畏脚,不再死板,而是努力抓住自己想要的。每天开开心心的做自己想做的事,认认真真的学习。努力过好每一天,做好每一件事,大大方方,开开心心的做自己。
One way out of the person is very long, the thing of experience also is met a lot of, but the most important is to remember who he is, although do not take care to lose, want hard to find oneself. In this process, we grow, finally, make the appearance that oneself expect.
人的一生路很长,经历的事也会很多,但是最重要的是记住自己是谁,即使不小心迷失,要努力找到自己。在这个过程中,我们成长,最后,成为自己期待的模样。(文/邹欣雅)