See digital “6” every time, my heart can be smoked, memory pulls me that dark weekday …… that returns 3 year at a draught
每次看到数字“6”，我的心都会一抽，记忆一下子将我拉回到三年级的那个黑暗的周日……
What father depends on him is intelligent with effort, jump out farming door, ” of door of dragon of leap forward “ , go all out gave a career one time, became the successful public figure in people look. Accordingly, father values gift and effort very, stupid to “ be ineffective I of ” am all along severe and unusual. Of father complimentary, I never dare excessive thinks; I beg father only at official business, be too busy to coach my study.
父亲凭借自己的聪慧与努力，跳出农门，跃进“龙门”，拼出了一番事业，成了人们眼中的成功人士。因此，父亲极为看重天资和努力，对于“冥顽不灵”的我一向严厉异常。父亲的夸奖，我从不敢奢想；我只求父亲忙于公务，无暇辅导我的学习。
Weekday in the morning, I finish exercise, father sees I do not have a thing afternoon, call me the past, the abstruse number that began to be as long as 6 hours coachs.
周日上午，我把作业做完，下午父亲见我无事，就把我叫过去，开始了长达六小时的奥数辅导。
Father takes a green skin book, plan and I study the abstruse number above is inscribed together, I agreed. He has interest ground to reverse binary simple equation extremely, explain to me rise, he is told very meticulously, ear of end up of my terrified ground listens, but my word also did not listen,understand, connecting equation even is what does not understand, but below the binocular press hard on that in him ” of that darker than “ forest provides deterrence power more, I can admit I understood only.
父亲拿来一本绿皮书，打算和我一起研究上面的奥数题，我答应了。他极有兴致地翻到二元一次方程，给我讲解起来，他讲得很细致，我惶恐地竖着耳朵听，可是我一个字也没听明白，甚至连方程是啥都不明白，但在他那比“黑暗森林”更具威慑力的双目的紧逼下，我只能承认我懂了。
After about one hour, father is told, I am foolish. Father finds out one problem, I am looked at look at a problem, hope to visit father, ten minutes did not write a word. Father says: What does “ see? Do! You do not understand! I still did not write ” . Father was patted to my head, “ is done! I frightened ” one argute, just drew up a measure, father another hand: Is “ right? ” I wander in the look of title and father again. After a minute, father fan spank: Does “ change date? ” next I changed the symbol completely. Father is pointing to a date, say to me: “ do this you change what date? ” I foolish, ask him: Is “ to should change of date? ” father one frown, another hand: Did you understand “ ? “ understands …… . ”“ was understood, do! ” I am firm one begin to write or paint, “ changes date! ”“ bang! ” I aim nib the first. “ bang! ”“ changes this what date! ” such move back and forth, I make the first problem eventually.
大约一小时后，父亲讲完了，我傻了。父亲找出一题，我瞅瞅题，望望父亲，十分钟没写一个字。父亲说：“看什么？做啊！你不都懂的吗！”我还是没写。父亲对着我的脑袋拍了一下，“做！”我吓了一机灵，刚写出一个步骤，父亲又一巴掌：“对吗？”我又一次在题目和父亲的目光中徘徊。一分钟后，父亲又扇了一巴掌：“变号了吗？”然后我就把符号全改了一遍。父亲指着一个号，对我说：“这个你变什么号？”我又傻了，问他：“不是要变号的吗？”父亲一皱眉，又一巴掌：“你听懂了吗？“听懂……了。”“听懂了，做！”我刚一下笔，“变号！”“啪！”我把笔尖对准第一排。“啪！”“这个变什么号！”如此往复，我终于做出第一题。
Father seeks one title again, sound is some quieter: “ comes, according to the first problem, draw up come. ”
父亲又找来一题，声音平静了些：“来，照着第一题，写出来。”
Through the effort of 6 hours “ struggles ” , crying, crying, eventually, I become the most difficult 3 problems. Then, father is majestic announce genially again: “ child, of good appearance! 6 hours, one afternoon, you learned to go up the binary simple equation that junior high school just can learn, I of 3 grade connect binary simple equation even these 6 words won't make pauses in reading unpunctuated ancient writings! ”
经过六个小时的努力“奋斗”，哭着，喊着，终于，我把最难的三题做出来了。于是，父亲庄严又和蔼地宣布：“孩子，好样的！六个小时，一下午，你学会了上初中才会学的二元一次方程，三年级的我甚至连二元一次方程这六个字都不会断句！”
6 hours, this 6 be opposite no longer I am auspicious. 6, be a number not merely.
六小时，这个六不再对我吉利。六，不只是一个数字啊。
This is father first time also be exclusive boast I. I am in the look of father pride, how cannot also find oneself however.
这是父亲第一次也是唯一一次夸我。我在父亲骄傲的目光中，却怎么也找不到自己。
“6” , to me, also be a number not merely again, however a nightmare. When, the shadow that father just can discover to those 6 hours leave me has how old; When, father ability understands me is not him the talent son in expectation.
“6”，对我来说，再也不只是个数字，而是一场恶梦。什么时候，父亲才会发现那6个小时留给我的阴影有多大；什么时候，父亲才能明白我不是他期望中的天才儿子。(文/高菁洋)